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私について
the road less travelled...
i'm a complex person, who can't get into anything without intensity. i'm strong yet very tender, rough yet very very smooth. Very adventurous...looking for a woman who is really interested in probing the human condition through the collision of man and woman...sex may be a part of this exploration.you know i wrote the above shit a couple of months ago and reread it today wondering who wrote that crap! God is it corny!it isn't dishonest...in fact its surprisingly accurate but its really corny!its like this too, i'm a father of 2 and have a pretty good marriage, but I'm sick of that being the measure of my life. I'm sick of getting to know people because they are the parents of my kids or someone we met at someone else's party, i'm sick of the predictability of the people we get to know and the homogeneity we propagate by the routines of our social lives...the same parties, the same disco's, the same watering holes...i'm sick of 'cool' deciding who is worth knowing and who isn't, i'm sick of knowing after the first 3 minutes of conversation that the person in front of me has sold their soul for the good life, i'm sick of old fashioned words like 'integrity' being sniggered at,i'm sick of people saying i'm nuts when i want to ride 3000miles for nothing,I'm tired of all the people who claim to know where they are going.i'm not here because my marriage is on the rocks, i'm not here to fill up the emptiness inside me (though this is debatable!)I'm here for the ACCIDENT...
someone who can push me...who isn't afraid to probe...be ruthless...brutal...someone who is interested in engaging...actually in colliding...where the collisions open up parts of both of us that we couldn't see earlier...someone who is willing also to be vulnerable...AND I'M NOT LOOKING FOR A LIFE PARTNER...even if it sounds that way....
i'm a complex person, who can't get into anything without intensity. i'm strong yet very tender, rough yet very very smooth. Very adventurous...looking for a woman who is really interested in probing the human condition through the collision of man and woman...sex may be a part of this exploration.you know i wrote the above shit a couple of months ago and reread it today wondering who wrote that crap! God is it corny!it isn't dishonest...in fact its surprisingly accurate but its really corny!its like this too, i'm a father of 2 and have a pretty good marriage, but I'm sick of that being the measure of my life. I'm sick of getting to know people because they are the parents of my kids or someone we met at someone else's party, i'm sick of the predictability of the people we get to know and the homogeneity we propagate by the routines of our social lives...the same parties, the same disco's, the same watering holes...i'm sick of 'cool' deciding who is worth knowing and who isn't, i'm sick of knowing after the first 3 minutes of conversation that the person in front of me has sold their soul for the good life, i'm sick of old fashioned words like 'integrity' being sniggered at,i'm sick of people saying i'm nuts when i want to ride 3000miles for nothing,I'm tired of all the people who claim to know where they are going.i'm not here because my marriage is on the rocks, i'm not here to fill up the emptiness inside me (though this is debatable!)I'm here for the ACCIDENT...
someone who can push me...who isn't afraid to probe...be ruthless...brutal...someone who is interested in engaging...actually in colliding...where the collisions open up parts of both of us that we couldn't see earlier...someone who is willing also to be vulnerable...AND I'M NOT LOOKING FOR A LIFE PARTNER...even if it sounds that way....
