looking for discreet encounter
am a married professional in an (so far theoretically) open relationship testing the waters here for the possibility of finding an affectionate, mutually interesting, respectful, but mutually satisfying intimate encounter with a female of any age or status. I envision an initial softstart conversational phase to establish the chemistry, but fantasize about intense physical stuff thereafter. I remember an intensity and emotional rawness in the past that I've since lost to the sameold sameold syndrome, habit, whatever. An intense excitement that was there even with "casual" or "serendipitous" encounters, afreedom, lightness and spontaneity that of late seems almost unattainable... feelings that I have lately become determined to try to recapture with some libidinous, licentious, sensuous, wild woman of my dreams that hasn't forgotten how to let loose and rock sometimes..... age, marital status, bucks all meaningless compared to her ability to let herself feel something in the moment she is feeling it!!